Well those of you who have spoken to me recently about the events in my life in the past week would know that, well, I'm not in a good place right now. Emotionally, physically, mentally, everything. NOT IN A GOOD PLACE. For those of you who don't know, here's a brief summary:
- So firstly, on Friday this idiot rear ended into my car causing me to hit the car in front of me. No major injuries except for a swollen lip (which is no longer swollen), bruised knees, and a sore back and neck from the whiplash (which I am getting sort out in a few hours at the chiropractor).
- Following such, there was some emotional abuse from my father, which is nothing new, because it's my father and that's what he does following any traumatic events in my life. He likes to make my life even more unbearable. I love my life.
- As a result of all the stress of the accident and my father, amongst other issues I'm having and not able to share opening because I'm an uptight person who does not like to acknowledge her vulnerable side because that's for the weak (yes, yes, I'm trying to do something about that), I have the FIRST and WORST flu in a year. I have not been sick for a year, and once again, my body does what it knows best, transferring stress onto my body (or it could be the damn cold front hitting us right now, eh, whichever).
So amongst all this, one can imagine, the difficulty in compiling my happy list, when all I want to do is crawl into bed and stay there feeling sorry for myself. But NO I shall not do that! So here goes :P
- Suzi and Colin to the rescue at my accident scene. And the thought of Suzi running down 5 flights of stairs to look for me (instead of driving her car), makes me feel super special knowing that I mean a lot to her. I love you my friend.
- I'm SO happy I'm still alive. If my car was as stable as a cardboard box, or if the idiot who hit into me was driving a tank, I'll be writing this list down below and looking up at you guys right now.
- I WAS AT THE WORLD CUP FINAL! 'Nuf said.
- Finished re-watching all 10 seasons of Friends. Oh it's so funny it makes me so happy.
- The super sexy pictures my friend Andy took for me! You are such a good photography and I'm SO hot!
- All this stress in my life is helping me open my eyes properly and has help me made a fairly HUGE decision about my life. Hope I will go through with it. Announcement to follow when plans are solid.
- A bunch of super supportive friends. And I'm so blessed it's not just a handful, it's more like a truckload. I love you all.
No comments:
Post a Comment