I'm at the end of my 7th week in India and tomorrow I'll be travelling to Sivananda to start my intensive 4 weeks teacher training program. I don't feel ready after the kind of indulgent holiday I've been having here, eating various good food, shopping at cute little boutiques, and lazing around like a sloth. I'm not ready for ashram life eating only 2 meals a day, working harder than I use to in my job, doing +4hrs of yoga everyday, etc. Everything seems a bit overwhelming suddenly and I'm nervous. What if I fail my teacher training? Is it possible to fail? Will I fail because I'm not good enough? Will I be able to do so much yoga on only 2 meals a day? I'm just not that sure. Fear has been following me around in the past few days, and today when the driver asked me what time I want to go to the ashram I was so shocked that the holiday is coming to an end now! Somehow though, I felt so much better and calmer after speaking to the new friends I made whilst I was at KYM and I feel that I'm able to go and face my ashram life a bit better now. All I hope is that my room mate at the ashram will not be the type who will annoy the hell out of me ha ha ha....... Sent via my BlackBerry
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